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He said he came from Jamaica, he own a couple acres
Couple fake visas cuz he never got his papers
Gave up on love fuckin wit dem heartbreakers
But he was gettin money with the movers and the shakers
-Nicki Minaj

He said he came from Vietnam, He got it goin on
Couple contacts so he could see what's goin on
Gave up on love fuckin wit em all wrong
But he was gettin money like the kids in hong kong
-Trey Cee

Firstly, one thing I find super annoying about the USF Class of 2017 page, are the 200 upperclassmen that are on there just to pick UP freshmen or pick ON freshmen. Bitch we ain't stoopid. Like Wut dafuq iz you sayin?

I've always said that I have 19 AE's but today that changes. I realize that some were really aspects of my personality that don't need to be named, so today I clear it up. Also, some of them are dead..meaning they are phases of my life that I am completely past and always will be. 

The original list: Charlie,Rico,Pinkie,Felix the Cat,Baby Trey,Ross Austin,Smart Guy,Brooklyn,Wonder boy,Joseline,Acks,Ray Croc,Father Goodness,The Forever Dreamer,Angelo,Mr.Mental,Vladimir ,Israel,X
The New List: Charlie, Vladimir, Pinkie

Charlie: aka Charlemagne Zolanski. The fun-loving, twerking, super-friendly-but-will-also-check-you-in-a-heartbeat Russian Prince. 
When you think Charlie, think Starships by Nicki Minaj but also Roman's Revenge. 

Vladmir: The oldest of the two. King of Moscow and is a sarcastic dick. Very ambitious though and willing to go through anyone to get what he wants.  He will destroy your entire freaking life. Non-emotional. Uncaring. Charlie's older brother. Think, Monster by Kanye West, Jay-Z and Nicki Minaj 

Pinkie: The super-sexual trinidadian hood rat. Dutty bwoi. Imagine "Friday"and "Boyz n da Hood" mixed with...well, porn. Occasional flirtmonster. Think of any song by Trina. 

Forever Dreamer: That's me. Usually the main voice behind these posts. I am the vision and the hope of things to come. I am the deep of the mind. 

I always go from one to the other. They all stem from different aspects of my life and events which I would rather not go into detail about. But just know that this should help explain how the graduation keynote speaker can also be on some ratchet shit. Yall don't feel us. *changes channel*

Yesterday I took Cristina, Justin, and Julisa took the beach for a "Twerknic" lol! We was chompin on dat chicken from Publix and shakin dem cheeks on the beach. Wit da white foolks.

Usually, there's always three main people in my life:
1) The person I REALLY want, but is taken and/or doesn't want me
2) The person I kind of want, and I know wants me (I often take them for granted)
3) The person I DON'T want, but REALLY wants me.

I'm not leaving. I won't leave. I won't leave until I know exactly how you feel. Because no matter you're with or I'm with, you'll always be dwelling somewhere in this wasteland I call my mind. Maybe I'm right in what your soul is trying to relay to me. Some of your actions tell me what your soul desires. But your words are those cold bullets of your mind, shooting down any illogical thought such as the thought of you and I.

I just called this nigga at damn near 3am...and he answered, sounding grouchy and sleepy as hell. But he answered, that's how important I am to him. But I don't think he realizes how important I he is to me. As we rode, "Differences" by Ginuwine came on. Noticed a slick look he gave me. First time I ever really listened to the words of the song..and it was in that moment I realized something. That one night, he told me that I really influenced him...and that my temporary leave of absence really affected him. But I ride for that nigga. And honestly, I don't remember what its like without having him around. Listening to him bitch about his hair. Noticing him purse the corner of his lips when something doesn't please him. That look he gives you when  he wants something. haha...whoa

"I wish that I could take a journey through your mind
And find emotions that you always try to hide 
I do believe that there's a love you wanna share"

I was so excited when the Greek God invited me to go to the movies with him lol. :) Too bad I didn't see it till it was too late :(

So...Comcast. Honestly, I don't know wtf is wrong with him. He and AJ had things to say about each other, but you're at the pool together? Oh you posting statuses bout some other dude? I don't even know who he was but all I know is I guess Comcast said they were just friends but he and the dude was in a bathroom stall together?? I don't know and I really don't care. I'm being somewhat hypocritical  in the sense of my expectations of him and my feelings for Chino, BUT I never claimed him like he claimed me. Therein lies the difference. I don't like how he just blocked Chino without even knowing him and gave me some BS excuse...nobody does that. Overall, I can't trust him and on some real shit, you can't associate with the kid if you ain't a real nigga. Simple.

I'm soooo not used to working 6 days in a row. OMG I'm so tired...my body is tired..my everything else is tired too. I don't feel like doing anything but staying up til 5 after waking up at midnight and working on this blog....sigh.

I have cracked the code that is Terence Brown.

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