Titz Berserk

"Off to college

Yes, you went away

Straight from high school

You up and left me

We were close friends

Also lovers

Did everything

For one another

Now you're gone and I'm lost without you here now

But I know I gotta live and make it somehow"

Ahh!!! I've officially moved into Poplar Hall of The University of South Florida! Trey is up in this bitch!!!!

Where do we start? My roomate's name is Sam and he's pretty okay. Ever since we moved in, we both really have been doing our thing. He has a girl named Bonnie and she's cool, I met her once or twice. Most of my podmates (the people in the rooms around mine) are actually pretty okay. I can't really see us wanting to do some of the same things but it's whatever. They actually surprised me because some of them went out clubbing the other night (which I'm jealous of) but I'm guessing it was a cray cray night because there were police and medics walking out of someone's dorm the next morning. I know what happened but I won't disclose it. I've really been chilling with Maya, Chelsea, David, and Alex more so than anyone else. I wanna get to know Rachel and Kit Kat, they always seem to be having fun, and yall know I do some crazy ass shit.

My RA is freaking amazing. I love accents, especially island ones (she's from Barbados). She's very friendly but also very straight-forward. I kinda found myself having some trouble identifying with the people in this dormhall simply because...well, I'll say this: I've been told I live in the "suburbs" of the campus and the Northern section is the more urban area. It sounds strange but when you see the type of people that live in both areas, you can definitely see the difference. Now yall know I love everyone and can clique with anyone regardless of minute details such as race and sexuality, but what I'm saying is that I'm accustomed to hanging around mostly black or latino friends, and I guess I'm trying to put these people into the molds of Diane, Rafael, Jon Jon, Julisa, etc. Speaking of which, I saw this asian boy that reminded me so much of Justin. He was a little more masculine and had nike swag, which is probably why I found him more attractive than Chino. 

Btw, this post will be much more...tongue-held than usual simply because I have to measure its impact. I hope that makes sense. I do have to live with these people until like May sooo.

I'm just really glad to be around open-minded people like forreal. Tired of the ignorance that is Fort Myers. 

You guys know I typically don't be around straight guys like that the ones here are pretty cool. Or maybe they don't know that I'm bisexual? Or maybe they do and just don't care?

And now that I'm thinking about it, this boy named Addison (I think) told one of my friends here that he doesn't like me. BITCH I don't even know you! Fuck iz yu sayin?!

I need to make some rich Middle Eastern friends.

Soooo one of the best things I've experienced since getting here is the Hypnotist Show I went to earlier in the week. It was fucking cray cray. This man had people on stage thinking they were Michael Jackson. I kinda wanted to be up there but oh well. And last night I went to play Manhunt and there was the sexiest guy in the entire campus there. He looked like he might have been a darker blatino and his jaw structure was to-die-for.

Cameltoe.

Going to Ybor with poddies this weekend!!! Wooooo!

I keep going crazy over Big Sean's new song "Milf" but pretty much only over Nicki's verse (duh).

"So what you got for me, Sean?
I heard it's big and its long, 
I'll take my teeth out, suck it good
This where yo dick belong"

Anyway, I sit here and I question the feelings I have/had for Chino. A part of me thinks it was more of convenience seeing as I was always around him. You know how they say "Out of sight, Out of mind"? well yeah, since I haven't seen him and I KNOW I won't be seeing him anytime soon, I haven't really thought of him in that way...

Oh and before I close, Let me show you how to handle an irrelevant, style-lacking, insecure, no-life-having, hating-ass bitch. You couldn't beat me on my worse day, fuck outta here with that bitchassness. You couldn't get the attention of King Vladimir (who would've sent you to the guillotine), but I gladly decided to handle that ass. Love, Pinkie.